happy happy. sunshine. smiles. lots of bright colors!
i really need to stop doing this all the time.
i want to dance and run again or even play tennis again.
i’ll probably do it this week since i have plenty of time besides studying and those two jobs..
mm..if only i could buy the nikon that i want..
then i get to walk around and just enjoy nature like how i wanted.
basically, living life like i did back then..
enjoying life with everything still being thankful for everything and not being blind and ignorant to things that are so easily taken for granted.
if nothing can be done after this month,
i promise to stop..
even though it may be hard because i’m serious this time,
i don’t want him unhappy with me..
that’s why if nothing can be done,
i’ll stop.
sigh. if only it was easier said than done.
but jenn, just try your best (: you can do this once you put your mind to something!
sigh.
he just loves to take
more often that he gives
if i were to compare,
the ratio would be incomparable.
my ex-boyfriend neglects me for wow.
i complain to my current boyfriend about it and he swears he wouldn’t do that.
now he neglects me for maplestory.
- - how does that work out..
When in a relationship, it’s not about the labels or becoming official. It’s about getting to know someone well enough to develop genuine feelings for them. It’s about being understanding and forgiving when situations are at their worst. It’s about loving someone, not for what they have to offer but who they are. It’s never about blaming your significant other for not treating you like how you want to be treated, it’s about how hard they try to keep you happy.
I strive to be that guy that changes your life. Even if we don’t work out, months from now, years down the road, I still hope I cross your mind. I hope when you think of me you say, “Oh that’s the guy. He was amazing.” I want to leave a lasting impression on you, so that even if we go on our separate ways, we’ll always talk well of each other. I don’t want to be forgotten. I don’t want us to be forgotten. I just want to be that guy - the one that sets the bar for all the other guys that walk into your life. I want to be the best you’ve ever had. So that no matter what happens, I’ll know that this was real, that this is real, and not just another figment of my imagination.
I wish it didn’t hurt this much..
This is the exact reason why I kept my distance away from you in the past.
I was hurt in the past..
I didn’t want to risk it till I was fully recovered.
I thought I was but I guess I’m mistaken..
